Soooo I stumbled upon a blog today and became completely consumed by it (http://prayforthelamberths.wordpress.com) its a journey of a family that is publicly mourning. I hated to read word after word but I couldn't stop. In ways it reminded me of the things that I mourn for whether that be parts of me that are long gone that I won't be able to get back or the things I have lost in life, days that have been dark, hours of hurt that turned into days and moments that happened 15 years ago but I seem to re-live them like they were yesterday, all of my 'junk' seems to pale in comparison to what the lamberth family is dealing with, but it led me to begin to blog and I believe it is my way to acknowledge experiences in my own life and my own form of therapy, i'm not sure if disclosure is the best method but I figure not too many will read this ! ( i swore off shopping until I get back to pre-pregnancy weight, so i will be at this for the next 5 years ) So this may last a week a year or a decade and probably quite boring at times but I hope to bring encouragement .. or at least a smile to someone, somewhere
